A journey into God’s field called Love…

28 02 2007

Nakakatawa how one falls in love then falls out of it…
It’s funny rin how one would die looking for it,
while one would just let it die…
It’s ridiculous how each and everyone of us is very much affected by love…
And it’s a wonder how everyone lives because of LOVE…

Well, here is a story…

In a dream, GOD told me, that I could pick up any man I like from His field, but I have to choose only one and once na nakapili na ako, I have to raise my hand as a signal that I finally found him, then go back to GOD for praise. But NO!!! May isa pang kondisyon… I could never turn back, once nalampasan ko, I should move on. Sabi ko, GOD surely won’t give me rotten crops of men since I have been a good daughter and I deserve to be with a good man. So I was confident that I’ll get the best pick.

So my journey began. As I went through the field, nakita ko ang iba’t ibang klase ng lalake, some were tempting me to pick them up and some were indeed so tempting to pick up… Pero sabi ko, baka may mas guapo, mas mabait, mas matalino, mas masipag, mas mahal ako sa dulo ng field na ito. So I let go… Once. Twice. Thrice… I believed fervently that in the end of the field is my prince, waiting for me with open arms.

Then on the middle of the filed, I saw a man. He looked at me straight in the eye and blew a kiss. Our gazes met and I don’t know why, pero there was something in him that I longed for, I felt as if something was drawing me to him. Pero di pwede, I have to make it to the end of the field at baka sabihin ni God, atat ako and wala akong patience. And naisip ko if habang lumalayo ako, nakakakita ako ng ganitong klase ng lalake, baka as I move further eh may mas hihigit pa sa kanya…

Until, I reached the end of the field… at wala na akong nakita!!!

GOD asked me, “Hija, di ba napakakulit mo? at sa araw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos… ay, ako pala yun… eh nagdadasal ka na magkaroon ng perfect partner in life? bakit ngayon wala kang dala? Isn’t My crops all fresh and good? Is nothing there ready and good for picking?”

I answered, “I thought I would see someone at the end of the field, Eh wala na po pala. I thought that each step I took will brought me closer to perfection when in fact, each step will brought me closer to nothingness pala. I remembered that man who was looking at me. I know he’s the one but I let him go, believing na there’s someone better at the end of the field.

God said, “I’m sorry my child, but I have given you enough time to choose. Now, you should face reality and its consequences.”

With my head bowed down I said, “I’m sorry I wasn’t brave enough to raise my hand in the middle of the field and commit myself to someone. I was not ready to face the challenges of life with someone I thought was of lesser value than me… I’m sorry.” I am saying sorry to GOD and feeling sorry for myself and my life.

Then I realized that GOD is giving me another chance to choose but not in His field but in the field of uncertainty. Now, I’m thinking about that man in the field, the man I felt was for me, wondering what might have been if I raised my hand the moment I saw him…

What is the meaning of all our hardship to be successful and wealthy? We may become the most powerful and successful person on earth but if we don’t have that someone whom will we share our love and happiness with, then everything that we worked for will not be worth anything.

So, this is for everyone who are still on God’s field, to all those who are still searching and hoping to find the right one… Think about it. Explore GOD’s field. I’m sure the right one is just there, maaring in the beginning, in the middle or in the end. It’s there for you to find out, and most importantly, it’s for you to choose.

It’s a part of the whole concept of love. It’s a risk you have to take, a decision you have to make. And once you have decided on it, there’s no turning back. Bear in mind that with this, comes the courage to raise your hand and declare that you’ve found your match, whether you’re at the beginning, in the middle or at the end of your journey. Or else, you’ll regret it.

At ang huling phase ng lahat ng yan eh ito lang — once you’ve raised your hand, go back to God and thank Him. In short, maging kontento ka sa napili mo. Ikaw naman ang pumili nyan eh. All He did was to give you options. And since He gave you that privilege, consider it as a blessing .

So, bahala na kayong mag-esep esep about this wala lang ako mai-post

Now, have you found the right one???




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